Last night I dreamt Kerrie left me for this guy and this house. She seemed very happy. I couldn't understand why and didn't remember when we had broken up. I was shocked to see how much her life had moved on and totally distraught that our relationship was over.
My whole life I’ve had nightmares about the people I love getting a terminal illness or having a fatal accident. I think everyone has those nightmares. The difference now is that when I wake up and have the “Oh phew… it was just a dream” feeling, it only lasts a few moments and then I realise that the terrible thing has already happened in real life.
